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Crucial Cuts

by The TA is Crucial

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1.
I've been wishing, I've been waiting, I've stayed strong But now I wonder if I've been mislead all along? Was I always meant to break? Was everything I followed a mistake? I am searching for Your flame I'd been holding onto something made of glass Or at least that's how it felt when my grip shattered it at last Did I even want to hold it? Do I even know what I have asked? I am holding out my hands And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told But I'm so tired,I feel so tired And I just want to find some rest in Your plans I'm so beaten and dismayed but I don't want to show it I only want them to see me as strong But maybe I'm the weakest one, just look at what these doubts have done to me I'm not ready for this fight And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told But I'm so tired,I feel so tired And I just want to find some rest in Your plans (I feel so tired) I try to sleep and I feel the cold pulling me in So every night I pray for the strength to start over again 'Cause I'm so tired of fighting these armies in my head I'm crying Father please, make me new again I tried fighting but my sword was made of dust That's what happens when our weapons come from us Maybe I can find Your way, show me all the words that you will say I just wanna rest my fears tonight And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told But I'm so tired, I feel so tired And I just want to find some rest in Your plans
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The Deep 04:20
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Suddenly 05:06
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Alive 05:15
I don't know what I should say sometimes when it creeps into my mind But I feel sure that I will break next time I don't think I can carry through Am I even alive? Is there anything beating on the inside? 'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside The inside I don't know what I had done before this all took from me all that I'd known But I feel sure that I will break this time, I no longer have that fight Am I even alive? Is there anything beating on the inside? 'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside The inside Am I even alive? Am I even alive? Am I even alive? Is there anything beating on the inside? 'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside The inside Am I even alive?
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As I Fell (free) 06:15
Every door that I'd approached seemed to have been locked to me And I'm just begging for the key And I've been looking for so long that my body has grown weak And my soul is weary I said, "Father, show me where to go. And Can you lead me there? Cause I'm so desperate for your air." He said, "If you'd just learn to be fearless, quiet your mind and you'd find you hold the answers inside." I tried to listen and use patience, I knew His word was always true And I just needed to be stronger And when the world finally grew silent and I listened to that voice inside He opened the door and [Chorus] I fell into a world that's unexplainable And as I fell I was greeted by realizations I'd left behind Like all the keys I didn't see, the trials viewed as wasted time Now I know, I know why And I'm free Every fate that I have chased doesn't seem to hold my name And I'm so desperate to find my place And I've been looking for so long that my body has grown weak, and my mind is foggy I said, "Father show me who to be. Open my eyes and let me see. I just wanna find the right way." He said, "If you'd just learn to be patient, read the signs and you will find you're gonna get there on my time." I tried to listen and use patience, I knew his way was always right And I just needed to trust Him And when the time finally arrived, and I found I'd read all of the signs He opened the door and.... [Chorus] I fell into a world that's unexplanable and- As I fell I was greeted by the realizations I couldn't find like, All the strength He's given me, the reasons I just couldn't see But now I know ,I see clearly And I'm free

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A collection of homemade singles

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released June 13, 2017

Krista McCreadie

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The TA is Crucial Aldergrove, British Columbia

Krista McCreadie started writing and recording music in her early teens, after being gifted a 4-track recorder by her parents. It didn't take long before she'd found her sound, and she's been writing and recording ever since, using her lyrics as her own sort of therapy. ... more

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