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Made of Glass
05:53
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I've been wishing, I've been waiting, I've stayed strong
But now I wonder if I've been mislead all along?
Was I always meant to break? Was everything I followed a mistake?
I am searching for Your flame
I'd been holding onto something made of glass
Or at least that's how it felt when my grip shattered it at last
Did I even want to hold it? Do I even know what I have asked?
I am holding out my hands
And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold
So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told
But I'm so tired,I feel so tired
And I just want to find some rest in Your plans
I'm so beaten and dismayed but I don't want to show it
I only want them to see me as strong
But maybe I'm the weakest one, just look at what these doubts have done to me
I'm not ready for this fight
And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold
So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told
But I'm so tired,I feel so tired
And I just want to find some rest in Your plans
(I feel so tired)
I try to sleep and I feel the cold pulling me in
So every night I pray for the strength to start over again
'Cause I'm so tired of fighting these armies in my head
I'm crying Father please, make me new again
I tried fighting but my sword was made of dust
That's what happens when our weapons come from us
Maybe I can find Your way, show me all the words that you will say
I just wanna rest my fears tonight
And I'm just trying to get a grip but there's nothing to hold
So now I'm fighting with myself remembering what I've been told
But I'm so tired, I feel so tired
And I just want to find some rest in Your plans
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The Deep
04:20
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Suddenly
05:06
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Alive
05:15
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I don't know what I should say sometimes when it creeps into my mind
But I feel sure that I will break next time
I don't think I can carry through
Am I even alive?
Is there anything beating on the inside?
'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape
And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside
The inside
I don't know what I had done before this all took from me all that I'd known
But I feel sure that I will break this time, I no longer have that fight
Am I even alive?
Is there anything beating on the inside?
'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape
And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside
The inside
Am I even alive?
Am I even alive?
Am I even alive?
Is there anything beating on the inside?
'Cause I can see it drawing near, too close to escape
And as I wait for the fear to kick in, I feel the cold on the inside
The inside
Am I even alive?
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Every door that I'd approached seemed to have been locked to me
And I'm just begging for the key
And I've been looking for so long that my body has grown weak
And my soul is weary
I said, "Father, show me where to go. And Can you lead me there? Cause I'm so desperate for your air."
He said, "If you'd just learn to be fearless, quiet your mind and you'd find you hold the answers inside."
I tried to listen and use patience, I knew His word was always true
And I just needed to be stronger
And when the world finally grew silent and I listened to that voice inside
He opened the door and
[Chorus]
I fell into a world that's unexplainable
And as I fell I was greeted by realizations I'd left behind
Like all the keys I didn't see, the trials viewed as wasted time
Now I know, I know why
And I'm free
Every fate that I have chased doesn't seem to hold my name
And I'm so desperate to find my place
And I've been looking for so long that my body has grown weak, and my mind is foggy
I said, "Father show me who to be. Open my eyes and let me see. I just wanna find the right way."
He said, "If you'd just learn to be patient, read the signs and you will find you're gonna get there on my time."
I tried to listen and use patience, I knew his way was always right
And I just needed to trust Him
And when the time finally arrived, and I found I'd read all of the signs
He opened the door and....
[Chorus]
I fell into a world that's unexplanable and-
As I fell I was greeted by the realizations I couldn't find like,
All the strength He's given me, the reasons I just couldn't see
But now I know ,I see clearly
And I'm free
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The TA is Crucial Aldergrove, British Columbia
Krista McCreadie started writing and recording music in her early teens, after being gifted a 4-track recorder by her parents. It didn't take long before she'd found her sound, and she's been writing and recording ever since, using her lyrics as her own sort of therapy. ... more
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